a journey to write, a pleasure to dream

Just like the rainfall all in a sudden  yet slowly drizzling on my face felt so cool and freshen me how romantic it was pouring all over my body it was so warm yet damn cold felt like everything is fine yet so messy it was really beautiful at the beginning felt like on cloud nine it became so foggy that I can't see anything clearly I fell down so deep I didn't want to cry a tear anyway as the rain had camouflaged my tears there's no sunshine anymore I realize the sun is still hiding anyway it won't be gone never like the story you've told me it will remain mysterious timeless...  but I'm too tired to dance in the rain I'm too confused of this circular emotion you said I gave up too easily you have forgotten me  I'm not that kind of person who easily gives up I just need a time to give myself a pause then I can learn how to fly again to recharge my soul to feel the sunshine to see everything clearly to enjoy the life after the storm to learn every lesson ...

Tulisan ini saya baca di WhatsApp. Entah ini tulisan siapa, namun sangat mengandung bawang...  Saya copas apa adanya disini agar dapat dibaca siapapun dan dapat mengambil pelajaran berharga dari tulisan ini, terutama mohon maaf para suami, sbg seseorang nomor satu untuk istri mereka. Istri kalian juga mempunyai orang tua yang juga merupakan orang tua kalian juga... Jangan pernah egois dan lupa darimana kita berasal... Hidup bukan semata-mata mengejar kebahagiaan secara materi... Bahagia adalah ketika kita dapat memanfaatkan waktu kita untuk membersamai dan membahagiakan orang tua kita selama mereka masih sehat...  Yakinlah rejeki pasti sudah diatur dan tak akan mungkin tertukar, jangan pernah takut kehilangan rejeki karena membahagiakan orang tua... Bukan sekedar materi, sekali lagi... Bukan... Kita takkan mampu membalas mereka secara materi... Semoga Allah membukakan pintu hati kita untuk bisa menyadari hal ini, silakan baca kisah ini sambil membayangkan wajah ayah ibu kita.....

Sitting down alone at night, staring at my laptop's screen with my tired eyes. Yet I feel so contented and still can't believe that one of my dreams has finally come true, again...  Yes, I did it! They may say that I am nothing. They may say that I can't do better than anybody else. But I will always say to myself that I am in competition with no one, I'm simply trying to be better than I used to be. I love being alone with only my own thoughts accompanying me whenever I meet my me time. I love dreaming. And this is how I convince myself, that when I have a dream, I will always try to achieve it. I always tell myself, I really want to see what will happen when I don't give up! And this is how the reality convinces me! I got my own book on my laps, I was reading my own writing, I was trying to convince myself again and again that this is really one of what I have dreamt of so far.  God this is what I dream! This is what I wanted to be happened one day! And that one d...