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The Hidden Sun

Just like the rainfall
all in a sudden 
yet slowly drizzling on my face
felt so cool and freshen me
how romantic it was
pouring all over my body
it was so warm yet damn cold
felt like everything is fine yet so messy
it was really beautiful at the beginning
felt like on cloud nine
it became so foggy that I can't see anything clearly
I fell down so deep
I didn't want to cry a tear anyway
as the rain had camouflaged my tears
there's no sunshine anymore
I realize the sun is still hiding anyway
it won't be gone
never
like the story you've told me
it will remain mysterious
timeless... 
but I'm too tired to dance in the rain
I'm too confused of this circular emotion
you said I gave up too easily
you have forgotten me 
I'm not that kind of person who easily gives up
I just need a time to give myself a pause
then I can learn how to fly again
to recharge my soul
to feel the sunshine
to see everything clearly
to enjoy the life after the storm
to learn every lesson the life teaches
to finally realize how I was wrong to see the world
to watch how the mystery finally reveals 
into an everlasting joy
I'm still learning



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