a journey to write, a pleasure to dream

Just can relate some of the vibes on this song by Avril Lavigne. Starin' at the pavement alone Wishin' I was on my way home to you All the shops in London are closed And I don't know where to go from here No, I don't know where to go from here But I know I'm a mess, I'm a mess When we're not together Such a wreck, such a wreck I hope it's not forever Will I see you again? I wish it was me and you 'til the end But I know I'm a mess, I'm a mess I know I'm a mess, I'm a mess It hasn't been the same since that night (oh) I wish I said I loved you just one more time (one more time) I try to figure out how to make it right But I don't know where to go from here Now I don't know where to go from here But I know I'm a mess, I'm a mess When we're not together Such a wreck, such a wreck I hope it's not forever Will I see you again? I wish it was me and you 'til the end But I know I'm a mess, I'm a mess I ...

I have gone this far  I just really want to see  What will happen when I don't give up!! I am me, not I am who you have controlled these years anymore My life is mine I just want to appreciate myself  for every little thing I have done and achieved I'm proud to be myself even though you never look at me You just want me to serve you for every little thing you need  but never look at me the way I look at you never see me in everything I do.  If these tears heal me Let me cry...  Then I will be in a better place and situation... 

When you feel like everything has changed When your world has suddenly been different When you feel like nobody understand you When you know that everything won't be the same anymore That's when you realize The world is spinning Everything is changing What if everything you are going through is preparing for everything you've been asking for?  Are you ready for your happiness?  Then just simply be grateful for every little thing you still have God always has something better for you