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Paralyzed

Three simple words that really scare me
I never thought that I will feel this stupid feeling
How I really feel what I felt that time when I was a foolish girl

God give me strength
This is really hard for me
To suffer this kind of confusion
I spend each day here waiting for miracle

Hope and dreams
Things that I really trust on You
This heart misses that love
Waiting for Your best answer

This flame has its bright flare in my heart
Sometimes I am afraid of it
Many times it gives me the passion...
To realize how I love this beautiful life
How I love being myself...

I just want to know the reason why
They say when I think positive, then positive things will happen
So I will always try to think positive, I just want to rely on You...
I am sure You will give me the best thing I've been waiting for...
Everything I've been dreaming of...

I love you...

I never changed...
I'm still learning...
Maybe you just do not know me...















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